you bang it out with a dude and it was chill or whatever but you end up like meh thats not gonna be a regular thing and i’d rather just be normal friends that only fuck like ONCE IN AWHILE instead of like consistently? and then it seems like youre actually into the person like dating when youre totally not and then its like wait what.
in other news slept in a bernal babe’s overly comfy bed last night and now im at work and i’ve only written about one cruiseship and i’m slacking off because im sleep deprived and i need a nap.
also i cant fucking smoke at work and i’m really stressed out and im prone to chainsmoking when im stressed out AND I CANT FUCKING DO IT. because i’m three floors up and have to sign in and out. kill me.