whatever, tatyahna

you bang it out with a dude and it was chill or whatever but you end up like meh thats not gonna be a regular thing and i’d rather just be normal friends that only fuck like ONCE IN AWHILE instead of like consistently? and then it seems like youre actually into the person like dating when youre totally not and then its like wait what.

YUP. 

in other news slept in a bernal babe’s overly comfy bed last night and now im at work and i’ve only written about one cruiseship and i’m slacking off because im sleep deprived and i need a nap. 

also i cant fucking smoke at work and i’m really stressed out and im prone to chainsmoking when im stressed out AND I CANT FUCKING DO IT. because i’m three floors up and have to sign in and out. kill me. 

I was buying a shirt and minty gum from walgreens. 

SF is killing me in the best possible way and it’s good to be home <3

1. SFO

2. LAX

3. JFK

4. DEN

5. YVR

tuesday mar 3 @ 09:52am

CALIFORNIA MAMAS COMING 4 U
ps san francisco buy a tshirt from me, i’m doing merch tonight at du nord <3

i was 8-10 wasted and my hand was all bloody because I dont punch people and I wear rings on my right hand.

oopz

I move home to sf in 6 days. six days.

I have nowhere to live. 

I have no day job for steady income flow when I get back.

And as of right now I have a total of $600 to my name. 

It’s so weird how leaving for a summer makes it seem like I’m starting completely over except for the fact I know I have couches to sleep on. 

somebody please kill me. maybe i should just stay in brooklyn.

join the club.

benefit party for Silent Barn rebuilding! 

$5 gets you all you can drink and you get to see some really great (and dreamy) bands [dinosaur feathers, grand rapids, problem solver, and dive +more] play to earn the last amount of money needed to rebuild an amazing brooklyn community venue. show starts at 9! 

also http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1008830584/rebuilding-the-silent-barn

and you know its a big deal, because i fucking hate kickstarters unless they’re for something important.